January 2010
When Friendship Turns to Love
I didn’t want to depart my home town, which I’ve been settling ever since the day I was born. Neither do I want to leave my school, relatives, and most importantly my best friend Samuel. Sam and I had been best friends since elementary school. I still recall the day when we first met; it was the first day of grade 1 and we were in the same class. Unintentionally I collided with his...
my bestfriend....
Dear Dr. TRuth,
I am an 25 year-old male with a four year old problem.
I am in love with one of my best friends. At least I think I am in love with her.
When I first met her, I really didn't like her. She was always so annoying. But then we got to know each other better and she sort of grew on me.
Not very long after I started to get to know her, I started to think about her romantically. Soon after, we became like brother and sister, always together. And my feelings have done nothing but grown since then.
It took me about a year to work up the courage to tell her about the feelings I had for her. When I finally did, she told me that we had too good of a friendship, that she didn't want to ruin it, that I was like a brother to her and that she couldn't feel that way for me. But I just can't shake this feeling.
Several times the pain I feel has grown so strong that I needed to take a 'vacation' from her, which just gave my mind time to fantasize about how great she is and how someday she has to give me a shot.
But when I am away from her for so long, I miss her to the point where the only thing I want to do is be with her. No matter how much it hurts to know she doesn't feel the same way.
I have actually cried about this almost a hundred times.
The only advice I have gotten so far is to 'get over it', and if I could, I would. But I can't.
I think that the reason I can't get over this is because I can't let go of the hopes that some day, she may change her mind. And I truly beleive that if she did feel the same, I would marry her in a heartbeat. And there I go again with the 'ifs'.
elgimik3ro
---PU
singles
Bakit ba tuwing may “get2geder” ang mga tao, mapa-family reunion man or simpleng barkada gimik, ang unang tanong sayo ay “May boyfriend ka ba?” at bago ka pa maka-sagot ay maririnig mo naman ang “Bakett walaaaaaa??!” Hayyy, kelangan ba talagang may bitbit kang boylet sa mga occasions na ito? Pano kung wala talaga? Alanganamang maki-usap pa ako sa mga...
sad
Freshmen Year As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called “best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me...
awtz
alam mo yun
ginawa mo na lahat
ang babaw na ng tingin mo sa sarili mo
tapos…
WALA LANG
isa lng hinihiling ko eh, sana kahit kunti, kunti lng mapansin nya rin na nandito lng ako.
